This is Me vs. Could that Be?

I'll be your lamppost girl
On the darkest street in
This whole fucking city.
With a flickering halo of
Light that contradicts what
This lamppost girl is.
Dark and mysterious and seductive and
Everything you'd envision
This hidden girl to be.
Wearing her trademark black
Trench coat and skinniest,
Slinkiest black high heels.
She's looking for hidden
Stars and in between the
Flicks of musky city
Lamppost light, you can see
Her once perfected black
Eye makeup falling down
Her once perfect complexion.
I know it's her
That you truly love.
Oh, how much I'd like to be
The lamppost girl you see in me.