Stuck in the present,
Stuck all alone.
Pictures of people
I’ve now outgrown.
Stuck with the question
“What’ve I done wrong?”
Stuck with the realization
I will never belong.
Stuck in repetition
Of hurtful events.
Fighting to try to
Make them make sense.
But my words will never
Mean anything to you.
Your ignorance makes my
Existence entirely see through.
Stuck at home while
You’re out being young,
Stuck with harsh, unspoken
Words on my tongue.
Stuck with the mistakes,
Working on the ‘why’s?’,
Telling myself lies,
Trying to rationalize.
Stuck in the dark,
Where you’ve left me last.
Exhausting myself,
Sanity lost fast.
You leave me alone,
Tell yourself I’ll be fine.
Stuck in this reality
I’m forced to call mine.
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Beware ;
I'm not afraid to ask stupid questions,
I love flowers,
I get left out sometimes,
I sing all day,
I'm afraid of losing my memory,
I create new identities for myself,
I'm a straight edge,
I cut up magazines,
I love doing crafts,
I like big teddy bears,
I invented the Mutual Palm Tickle with Morgan,
I try to see the beauty in everything,
I need acoustic songs,
I don't wear expensive clothes,
I like rainy days,
I'm freaked by fish and toes,
I don't wear lots of makeup,
I never make my bed,
I laugh really easily,
I love nail polish,
I change my mind a lot,
I don't take myself very seriously,
I like buttons,
I live by quotes,
I love France, and everything french,
I always say sorry when it's not my fault,
I live in the country,
I don't care if you're popular by their standards,
I brush my teeth for a long time,
You will have to live with the fact that
I love flowers,
I get left out sometimes,
I sing all day,
I'm afraid of losing my memory,
I create new identities for myself,
I'm a straight edge,
I cut up magazines,
I love doing crafts,
I like big teddy bears,
I invented the Mutual Palm Tickle with Morgan,
I try to see the beauty in everything,
I need acoustic songs,
I don't wear expensive clothes,
I like rainy days,
I'm freaked by fish and toes,
I don't wear lots of makeup,
I never make my bed,
I laugh really easily,
I love nail polish,
I change my mind a lot,
I don't take myself very seriously,
I like buttons,
I live by quotes,
I love France, and everything french,
I always say sorry when it's not my fault,
I live in the country,
I don't care if you're popular by their standards,
I brush my teeth for a long time,
You will have to live with the fact that
1 comment:
You wrote about something horrible in such a lovely manner and that deserves a lot of credit (i could not think of a better word). I admire you for that, and I am sure I have not heard of poem that good in quite some time. I hope you can get unstuck.
- Child Hood
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