Would You Rather...?

I’d rather be sad than numb.
I’d rather have thoughts flowing through my brain than nothing at all.
I’d rather be crying once I’ve run out of tears and am staring off into space.
I’d rather my body shake than lay still like a corpse.
I’d rather scream for help than refuse to talk to anyone.
I’d rather sleep on a wet pillow than not sleep at all.
I’d rather display an understood emotion than be asked to explain how I feel.
I’d rather feel an emotion I understand than to sit lost and confused.
I’d rather be depressed than unfeeling.