The First

You were the first person that I gave my entire self to.
I let you into the cage that is my heart.
I trusted you with my mind, body, and soul.
They say that if you love something, you should let it go.
And we let each other go,
And we found each other on the other side.
But what does this mean, if anything?
For seven days, I've been alone.
For seven days, you've forgotten me.
For seven days, I've been nothing but a reminder upon each hour.
For seven days, you haven't cared.
You made me want you back in my heart
Right when I was about to let you go.
But here I am,
Crashed upon the floor.
How can you not remember anymore?
I wish you knew what honesty was.
We promised to communicate,
Yet here I lay,
Uninformed & transformed into
The sad monster I've tried to run from for so long.
You were the first person I've given my entire self to,
And you will be the last.
I've promised myself that you will be the last,
Because my heart cannot take this hurt again.