The Taint of the Past Overcomes My Hopes of the Future

And you’re just sad
Because you’re all alone
And crying again.
When the taints of the past
Overcome hopes of the future,
Where do you go?
You find yourself screaming
And feel yourself letting go
And you just let it happen,
Because the world has let it happen.
Life is not fair
And the day it becomes fair,
You will no longer be living.
Maybe heaven will come,
And maybe angels will remember your name.
Maybe you will be lost forever,
And maybe you’ll be left behind again.
When do the mistreated find peace?
Close your eyes
To miss the scene,
Erase the lowest
Place you’ve been.
Forget the things
You know they mean,
Another lost soul,
Another sad teen.
You’ll sing a little louder,
And raise your scream,
You’ll get lost and
Remain unseen.

Dream Girl's Fantasy

Your name rests
At the top of my lungs;
I’m failing to fall yet
Loving the plunge.

Spinning to nothing and
Diving to the sky.
Hanging on a hope and
Preparing to fly.

A magical spell that
Overwhelms my soul,
Seeming to drag me from
The past’s dark hole.

I’ll collapse in your arms,
And finally understand
That all I’ve ever needed
Is the touch of your hand.

Let the fantasy materialize,
Let my hopes come true.
Let friends become the past
And lovers become the new.